And if I could hold on,
Through the tears and the laughter,
Would it be beautiful?
Or just a beautiful disaster?
Do you love me? Because I love you. L-O-V-E.
I've been webcamming alot lately. Everyone likes the glow-in-the-dark stars on my room wall. =) The very same stars that refused to glow on the night that resulting in my walking into my cupboard door and ending up with a bloody lip.
Again, that wasn't my fault.
Sometimes feeling happy makes me worry about the time when I'm going to be sad, like, "something's gotta go wrong cause I'm feeling way too damn good". You know?
But for now, I'll just bask in the afterglow.
Oh and I don't know,
I don't know what he's after.
Adilah's friend terms it "university blues". This period of transition that recently has everyone feeling down. When I log on to MSN, most of my friends' nicks reflect how exhausted they are. Which is really funny because it's only been a week! A week full of orientation talks and tea parties. Planning and bidding for modules is tough but that's one obstacle crossed off the list.
He's never enough
And still he's more than I can take.
I think that song pretty much sums up what I'm feeling right now. Thank goodness for Adilah or I'd probably go crazy. If anyone caught even a whiff of our conversation, I think he'd think we were insane and would run away as fast as he could.
